Lazy.

Lazy day today. I'm enjoying it. Relaxing and such. I don't think I do enough of that anymore. I'm always doing something or going somewhere. It's tiring.

Decided I need to find some new thrift stores around here. I also need to find someone to go thrifting with. My style is changing again. Oh well. I need new glasses too. I'm apparently blind. I don't even know why I'm bothering with this post.

It's not like I have anything to write about. Or anyone to give advice to. I don't know. Maybe later on today I'll have something interesting to say. That's what life is all about right? Keeping other people's interest. Make up a story, write down a silly rhyme, something to hold their interest. Even just being obnoxious and rude is a way to make people look.

I don't like that. I've relaxed too much in the last year to really care too much what people think. Which doesn't mean I don't think about it at all, because I do. But I used to agonize every day over whether my make up was right and my hair was perfect and my outfit fit me just so. Right now, I have a cow lick sticking up the back of my three inch long hair and no make up on. I'm about to hang out with friends too.

It just doesn't matter anymore. There are so many other important things in the world to focus on.

more later.